Endless Ecstasy

by I Was Afraid

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released March 13, 2016

Originally released January 17, 2015.


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Track Name: Endless Ecstasy
I'm riding pleasure and pain.
Feelings I can't place.
I'm drowning with a smile on my face.
This is ecstasy.

This is ecstasy.
Track Name: Fantasy Cycle
I could horde all the love.
Gather it and lock it up.
It's never enough.
My face is flushed
with my eyes sunk.
The fantasy in my head, it's never enough.

This isn't me.
I'm only a fantasy.
Disembodied from reality.

This feedback is never enough.
I cant be filled up by only false love.
Bliss wont come to me
There's only false hope.

This isn't me.
I'm only a fantasy.
Disembodied from reality.
Track Name: Sign On
If I didn't sign on, would you notice I'm gone?
I'm gone.

Digitize my inside, I'll meet you online.
Would you notice me?

Burn my eyes, light up my face.
Pull me in, turn me off again.
Talk to me, I can't sleep.
Who do you want? It's not me.
Track Name: Ganymede
I've been waiting at my station lost to the world.
I've been waiting patiently lost to the world.

There's an outline of an outpost made of corrupted memories and rosary of systems and relays. I keep sending packets out and I'm getting nothing back. And they're bouncing off satellites and I'm listening late at night. Strong and in control, I travel on alone.
Track Name: Guest
A new low is redefined.
We'll never touch
Distortions of
of what I can't have
Warp through my mind
Lead by connection lines.

In the light, but never in the sun.
We're as one.
Track Name: Outer Heaven
Maybe when I die
Flowers will grow
I'll be beautiful.

I keep saying I'll kill myself.
I keep saying but you don't care.
Track Name: Body Heat
I want to be everything.
I need to be everyone but me.

Body heat. Comfort me.
Body heat.

Hold me closely before I disappear from here.
Track Name: Signal Jam
If I shot a signal to outer space
would anyone fire back at me?

Am I alive? How can I find out?

A digital embrace between you and me.
Am I awake? Or am I in a dream?

My connection slips, I'd die to hear my name on your lips.
Your veins in mine, I'll tangle you up in my life.

It's like I'm watching a dream from two colored eyes
It's like I'm watching a dream of you an I.

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